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surely you dont have to put them down so harshly right? i mean like, come on, everyone hates and loves everybody. not everyone is loved by everyone. from the email, it's obvious that the person is overly insecure and has no self confidence. by putting her down like that, it's destroying her even more. everybody's just as sad and angry as you, but we all have to move on. if the person knows what's right and wrong, she'll admit. let go of the matter, just let go.
the njc results came on thursday. i'm in. but i not sure if i really want to go. i'll miss sc tons. almost everything's here. my friends, scncc, my platoonmates, the stupid jokes, the lameness...(: i dont know. ama got in also. my parents are goddamn happy but i cant help feeling empty. everyone's rejoicing, but i'm emoing. i guess i'll just look ahead for now, and let that decision slowly unfold into place.
pretending, that smile underneath is another frown.
Never coming home.