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'arlo...
not as depressed as yesterday(:
duh
but then today
where was the freaking class spirit?
it's like freak ass hell
we are going to make a fool of ourselves tomorrow
and heck
no one cares
i mean is like
yea yea
you claim you are listening
yar right
you are freaking hell bloody
doing your own stuff
cant we just all cooperate for once?
damn..
anyway
today during hip
mr johari was telling us really freaky stuff
(still freaking)
yar..
it was about the teletubbies
i will not go on any further
i was really really freaking out
deanna alsoXP
tansy and adelia
huiying(bball)
was like staring at mee
sorry lar
i really get really freaked okae
then later adelia and gang told mr.jeow
then he keep scaring me
then honour's day ceremony that time
i was sitting between constance and tansy
tansy was sitting beside belle who was next to esther
then they arh
keep scaring me larh
so mean
hell
i hope constance will forget this
by next term
if not i will suffer...
she sits beside me larh!
hell...
i bet mr jeow will continue his dumb jokes):
hell
my geog project is doomed to fail
if we pass
it for sure a miracle
oh yes
and we did music project today
so fun
better than the other time definitely
haix
handed in lit project today
why why why
do others' one look so freaking good?
hell...
"Me Against The World"
We're not gonna be
Just apart of their game
We're not gonna be
Just the victims
They're taking our dreams
And they tear them apart
Til everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world
We won't let them change
How we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove
All their thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I'm gonna prove them wrong
It's me against the world
Me against the world
Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you in
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
Me against the world
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've got to prove them wrong
They'll never bring us down
We'll never fall in line
I'll make it on my own
Me against the world
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Never coming home.
i wanna cry my heart out right now
seriously
life is so ...
argh
listening to some songs
trying to chill
but i cant
this life of mine
will soon be over
i really hope
i really cant stand it all anymore
why are some people just so smart
and perfect
and everything
while i am such a freakass idiot
that is sooo dumb
someone kill me
please
T.T
just let me die
i am so unperfect
just kill me..
i cant stand it anymore
Never coming home.
why are some people just so clever?
freak larh
i hate myself
even more and more now
Never coming home.
i hate myself
i am a pathetic freako
hell
could a day get any worst?
fail my history CA2
forgot to buy red crepe paper for music project
(luckily ze bought it)
stupid shop sold out of bomb bags
which i needed for the music project
and...
the freakass music project
just aint working out
X(
hell
next what..
step into a puddle of mud?
perhaps
i hate myselfff
i am a dumb hell person
who cant get anything right
damned myself
can i just die
hell
hell
hell
hell
hell
"my head is screaming get a grip girl
unless you're dying to cry your heart out"
yes
i am dying to cry my heart out
hell
hell
hell
hell
my pathetic miserable self
just leave me alone
to die... ...
Never coming home.
i am super duper hyper now!
JUMPING IS FUN!
it is soooooo cool!!!
XD
you can actually choose to ignore me
but dun be soooo mean!
XP
Never coming home.
yo!
freakishly bored now
watching "shuffle!"
it was under WRK too
so i decided to watch it
since no more MMPPP
quite okay larh
haha(:
stupid wormy
never come online again
hmprh
aiyoh
music project and lit project due on same day
and seems like no one wants to get
the music project done
so mean):
then the lit we finally finish constructing!
yaye!
then only left a bit of painting now
three cheers dude!(:
i was super duper frustrated and hyper today
cause the 1gy keep putting their lit project out there
then lemme see):
make me so pissed
aiyoh
then the teacher go open the door so big
lemme see the project somemore):
then the more i see
the more pissed i get
cause theirs is soooo nice
OH SHIT
we haven done the dumb walls yet
f larh
bloody hell
XD
very vulgar mood todayXD
hahahah
then after that i was super hyper
josie looked like a spastic toad
during assembly
mwahahaha
then i was super sleepy
*snores*
haha
then after school
me and josie on the same bus
then guess who we saw on the oppo. side
wormy!
so we smsed her
saying we know where she was sitting on the bus
then she believed that we were behind her!
hahahaha
i would post what we said some other time
my hp with jas right now
it was super duper lame
josie said she have never ever sent
a lamer sms before!XD
hahhahahahah
i either post later or tomorrow
kae?
woot
assembly and mrt rhymes
sj just added it to my "rhyme collection"
if you think i seriously have one
you must be mental
i am not so lame...
gtg
byebye
Never coming home.
i am bored
singg
XD
i am bored
make this a damn short post
i dun care
cause i am freak ass bored
lalalalalalalalalala
hungry
i suddenly feel hungry
okae
that was sooo random:P
haha
Never coming home.
heyhey
so freaking bored
jas brought yumin to our house
i wanna ask someone over or go out now
i am bored...
i cant wait for tomorrow.
going tansy's house(:
at least i will be doing something that is not so boring larh
hell
this is so freaking boring
i wanna just fall asleep
and sleep
gawd
can she just stop singing
doesnt she know that it aint so good
for my ears
it is freaking horrible larh
go for some music lessons dude
listening to "atlantis princess"
BoA...
haix
i am so bored
still addicted to "i'll make a man out of you"
heh
feel like singing...
"Where'd You Go?"
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
i am bored
lalalalalalala
"you are unsuited for the rage of war
so pack up go home you're through
how could i make a man out of you"
i love this part of i'll make a man out of you
it is so nice
but it shows that shang shouldnt give up on mulan so easily
so mean
he should have more faith in her
"tranquil as a forest
but a fire within
once you find your center
you are sure to win
you're spineless pale pathetic lot
and you haven got a clue
somehow i'll make a man out of you"
haha
this part is nice too
i am boredd
let's sing
kae fine
i am seriously bored
that i am so crappy
heh
cant tomorrow just come soon
damn ass
i feel crappy
despite eating 2 lollies just now
heh
the one that xinyuan gave me and another one
chocolate vanilla and pineapple
i prefer the chocolate vanilla(:
xinyuan
you should be happy
heh
qi and chloe bdae coming soonnnn!
pltnmates
plan!
we need a plan
after that, 2oct is joanna
then meeeeeee
then nat on the 19dec
then xinyuan on the 21st!
and who is going for the airforce open house!
tell me
so we can gather at plaza sing
at around 9.30am or so
XD
kk?
[p/s:huich will ya be goingXD]
heh
i cant wait for tomorrow
and next sat(:
i am seriously bored
nat is talking to me
but i am still bored
that shows that you are boring
hahahahah
jkjk:P
just kidding nat
XD
let's sing the pokey song!
poke poke pokey pokey poke poke
pokey pokey poke poke pokey pokey
poke!
haha
lalalalalala
i am bored
that why i am so freakahh crappy
hahahahaha
the digi cam is down
no batt
damn it
hahahaha
let's sing more songs!!!
hahahahahaha
listening to "i wont say i'm in love"
haha
I Won't Say I'm In Love
[Meg:]
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!
[Muses:] Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of
[Meg:]
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
[Muses:]
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh
[Meg:]
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh
[Muses:]
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad
[Meg:]
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no
[Muses:]
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
[Meg:]
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love
[Muses:]
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love
[Meg:]
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
[Muses:]
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love
[Meg:]
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love
heh
what can you say
i am bored
haix
nat's not talking
so xian..
lalalalala(:
Never coming home.
this is like my 176 post in this blog
serious
i write so much
but my life aint that nice(:
except for my
dearest 4J,6A,1CO and
ncc pltnmates and bball mates
(:
i credited you guys kae?
miss ats liao
who is going back on teachers' day?
i not sure
but i want to go
wanna go as a class?XD
that time so split up lar
cause my school end latelate
haiyo
i am bored
tansy went off
talk to peiyi jie
she oso never reply
must be busy lor
aiyoh
so mean(:
haha
listening to "time machine"
right now
i shall change song(:
listening to my fave song now
joy sent me the mp3 format mah
"did they send me daughters
when i asked for sons
you are the saddest bunch i ever met
but you can bet before we're through
mister i'll make a man out of you"
i like shang's voice
nicenice
"you are a spineless pale pathetic lot
and you havent got a clue
somehow i'll make a man out of you"
haha
i love it man
shang's voice rawks
really wanna credit the singer(:
see i so nice
fine
i am just being damn ego(:
influenced
as you can see
i wanna cut my hair
"you are unsuited for the rage of war
so pack up go home you're through
how could i make a man out of you"
so nice
that part shang send her home
so mean
he is so mean
go and embarrass her
and degrade her
"(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon"
gawd i am obsessed
with the song
haha
haix i seriously wanna cut my hair
too long for ncc le
i shall cut
but not until like sj like that
mwahaha
hehe
i am hungry
i am thirsty too
i very easy thirsty one what
not my problem lah
in fact
it is my trait
haha
jkjk
that was pretty lame
i really hope we all pass profi
i really really very scared you know
haix
i wish upon a star tonight
and wish that my dreams come true
ok that was lame siah(:
i am really scared you know
my boots were cracking during profi
haix
i'm on the brink of going into
a serious nervous wreck
haix
i really need somebody to chat like
this world never ends
and that it is always peaceful
nothing ever happens to us
haix
"and now
even i cant tell
that i confuse my feelings with truth"
(:
haha
i am nervous
i really hope that our whole pltn will pass
as one altogether
we can do it cant we(:
i trust you guys
but i dunno if i trust myself
really freaked
and spooked
T.T
i hate this things
so freaky
i wanna just burst out now
this is damn freaky
i hate this damned life of mine
haix
if only it will get better
damn my CA2 results larh):
i haven cried for so long
and i feel like now
dun mind me
i can cry for nothing:P
yes i know
i seem like some crazy fool
haha
i guess so(:
god
i just cracked a knuckle
"are you hungry, ping?
cause i owe you a knuckle sandwich"
haha
the excerpt from before
"i'll make a man out of you"
gawd i am linking even this to that
god i am seriously obsessed
with the song
lalalalalalala
not with anybody
(:
i shall go now
byebye
Never coming home.
i am bored
seriously bored siah
tomorrow jas got gep test
good luck
i only got through 1st round
the other time i went for it
and failed 2nd:P
lousy hor(:
i am bored
seriously
kathleen and lauren went offline
dunno who to talk to now
i shall see who is online that i can talk to
joanne's away so long
tsk tsk
horrible lah she
since just now talk to me until now
like 1hr plus already lor
might as well just sign out
lalalalala
i am so obsessed with
"i'll make a man out of you" lar
re-doing the music project
yar
cause we had one part that we stood there doing
absolutely nothing
zero
zilch
haha
i shall post the lyrics
so nicey
I'll Make a Man out of You
Let's get down to business
To defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters
When I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch
I ever met
But you can bet
Before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man
out of you
Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
you are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale
pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man
out of you
I'm never gonna catch
my breath
Say good-bye to those
who knew me
Boy, was I a fool in school
for cutting gym
This guy's got 'em
scared to death
Hope he doesn't see
right through me
Now I really wish that I
knew how to swim
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
Time is racing toward us
till the Huns arrive
Heed my every order
and you might survive
You're unsuited for
the rage of war
So pack up, go home
you're through
How could I make a man
out of you?
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the Coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the stength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon
so nice hor!!!
love it
chipmunk style is damn cute lar
thanks to wormy
who told me all about it(:
haha
must thank me for thanking you
hahahha
jkjk
i am bored
nobody to talk to
lalallalala
tansy come online...
or somebody else
like..
i dunno
i am so bored lah
whoops
i didnt know tansy was online
saw the band hatakak-ing today
so funny siah
no offence
sunday going her house do project
must finish
wtf
she went offline after talking a bit only
she's online again
today laoshi show us excerpts of
i not stupid 2
i watched it before
with jed,vi and sha.
super nice siah
tansy want to watch it
she ask me bring it to her house on sunday
cause i got the dvd
haix
school life is damn stressful siah
i wanna sleep
die
do nothing
just dieee
fine
i shall go die
follow suit merissa
go jump
and still say i'm alive
okay that was lame
she used to do that at 3rd lang
super funny
but i quit 3rd lang le lah
sha oso
left with jed and merissa
but merissa may quit.
jed oso
suching i dunno:P
heh
i am bored
let's sing
i'll make a man out of you!
haha
jkjk
i love the part where mushu help her cheat
then her grin is SUPER UBER cute siah
eugenie
that is you
and used to be zeshan
ahahah
wormy is shang(:
hahahha
k fine
tansy's talking about you-know-who again
you can bet your life on that
she always does
my chat with her
yeah..
she's a weirdo(:
JUST KIDDING TANSY!
just kidding kae!
Split Personality: i'm physically n mentally exhausted...*sigh* says:
oh i noe u r there!
Split Personality: i'm physically n mentally exhausted...*sigh* says:
don't lie to me, you noe i noe that u noe ....
Split Personality: i'm physically n mentally exhausted...*sigh* says:
i think u think that i think i find u funny!
Split Personality: i'm physically n mentally exhausted...*sigh* says:
is vailet coming?
Split Personality: i'm physically n mentally exhausted...*sigh* says:
voilet
Split Personality: i'm physically n mentally exhausted...*sigh* says:
violet...
Never coming home.
heyhey people
today was profi
so freaking scary siah
really hope i can pass(:
hope...
i just realised the speaker was
in front of me
omg you should so listen to
i'll make a man out of you (chipmunk style)
wormy epii(esther.p) asked me go watch
omg it is super funny
shang sound like so weird person
with a distorted voice
now he has a distorted voice and
a distorted face:P
if you wanna watch
this is the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx-dS7LFAQQ
haha
just now go home that time
i missed the first 132
then less than 5min later
132 come again
yaye
then it over shot the previous 132 that i missed
SLOW POKE!
haha
i know i am super mean
lalalalala
1CO!
rmb do your art!!!
paint it
yar
shit i need borrow a brush from someone
i lost my brush
damn
and i think i left my sketch book in school
damn
i have to re-do another one
shit larh
good thing i got my paints with me
hehe
i am bored
listening to "good day" now
lalalalalala
i am bored
my no.3 boots cracked
i hate it so much
and my right boot cant polish
hell
why is my life so pathetic
and yaye
i survived staying in
knock down position today
FINALLY
except for 1 or 2 cuts which is nothing
but my mood dunno why is so down
fine
i shall got eat the lolly xinyuan gave me
thank you xinyuan!(:
i am bored
music is nice
music rawks my life man
and dance too
and my platoonmates
and basketball mates
<3 you guys man
i wanna cut my hair
yes i know
that was so random
it's too long for my comfort lah
i shall go cut asap
maybe a bit longer than sha's(:
yaa...
XD
fine i shall go look for games
online games
to play now
byebye
Never coming home.
yo
damn
got this damn stomach cramp today
and i cant walk to much up and down the stairs
without it hurting
so freak
why must it come
just 2days before profi?
idiot larh
aiyoh
tsk
sj worst
sprained her ankle
i just realised.
i also fall sick whenever got important stuff one
pri.4 streaming i fell sick
psle oso on the 2nd day
sigh
i am one pathetic person siah
and tomorrow need present music project
and must hand in lit project by monday
hell...
Never coming home.
haha
another one
i just made it
not in black this time
but BRIGHT COLOURS
haha
hope it doesnt hurt your eye(:
Never coming home.
i did this
nice hor!
:P
dedicated to scncc part As '06
will try to make nicer ones
:P
Never coming home.
hey
this is regarding the prev post
to 13thirteen:
firstly
i dunno who u r but here's somethin
today we had pltn recess altogether
for once [thanks to the lcps (: ]
everybody showed up
which was a really good thing
however there was distinctively a gap
as there was to be a test later on
everybody was studying
however
there were clearly two groups
[i shall not pinpoint]
they didnt interact
if they tried to bond
then what spirit is that
next
i tried to interact with one group
though they did talk to me
it was not long before they continued in their on conver.s
the other group didnt exactly mix either
if they actually tried
then i will agree to you
they are trying
but NO ONE TRIED
they talked amongst themselves
two distinct cliques
they dun even like talk to the other clique
that shows that they do not try
perhaps yes my tone was too harsh
but then you cant help getting desperate
when nobody actually bothers
we got juniors next year
yet we are not bonded
at all
we promised ma'am charlene solemnly
that we WOULD BOND
and yet
this is the result
it's all just an empty promise
seriously
then marching practices are meant to help each other
boost their standards
yet there is never a full platoon
surely it wun be so pathetic
that there is not once that a whole pltn can come
therfore perhaps you might get a fuller view now
our pltn blog says
"win together,
lose together,
PLATOON MATES"
yet it doesnt seem that way so
it seems more like
"win i dun care,
lose i dun care,
platoon mates...
SO WHAT"
you have no idea
when you see your seniors so bonded
yet your pltn isnt
it feels weird
furthermore
it is like half a year has past
and all CCAs are going to end soon
very soon
yet...
no results
you'll get really desperate
at least can you guys ACT as though you care
dun show that you dun care
though it might not be true
but soon to come
you might know what being bonded
is truly nice
it'll be really nice
see my point?
so it's like can we just bond?
i know there is like hatred going on
but nobody's really really perfect
everybody has faults
but they do have their good points as well
so it's like..
yar
learn to appreciate one another(:
if this seems a lot
but look at it this way
just show some concern
we would be more bonded
though i can say our pltn's bonding has improved a lil
cause at the start of the yr we were all strangers
but now we know each other better(:
that's a good thing
but can we get to know each other more
perhaps we dun interact enough yet
and that's what pltn recesses are for
to talk freely and understand each other
faults and good points
sometimes it's like pltn interaction is awkward
cause perhaps you are shy
with the seniors around
but pltn recess we can talk freely
it's a time to bond(:
that's why..
if you think my tone was too harsh for the prev post
i'm awfully sorry
so this post is to explain
i'm just worried about our pltn bonding
i want you guys to bond
really badly
it'll be damn nice(:
despite our big numbers
we still bond well
we can get along as a big group
we are like a big group of good friends
i know some of you backstab each other
i know it is a natural thing
but perhaps you could do it less vulgarly?
there are always two sides to a coin
not just one
dun keep looking at one side
turn to the other side and look
they are bound to be good points
so please i beg you guys
can you just show some concern
or act as if you care?
it'll will help the platoon more
yea..
platoon mates are to help each other
not to like hate each other
even if you hate the person
act as if you like her
and you might find some good points on her
perhaps you will realise
maybe she isnt so bad after all
platoonmates
do try to get along
it's really hurting to see you guys dislike each other
we are a platoon
one for all
all for one
platoon mates
do try
really really try
___________________
today's stuff:
after school polish boots
me,sj,qi,xy.
the rest were either bz or had something else
hy had bowling
nat was sick and left school halfway
the rest i dunno
joanna have tuition
who can go tomorrow?
or wednesday?
or thursday?
it's really nice to polish our boots together
as a platoon
and you guys wanna meet at the amphi every morning
before flag raising?
talk together
afterall it is for awhile only
yar..
then qi so cute
cause we polish then go play badminton
we didnt get any marching done
kailin was there too
yar..
then when at 6 that time
we were leaving
we batsurai XD
so funny
it's really nice to do it as a pltn
any uncertainty you can ask
like straight away
yar..
so do try to go
around this week
and i think it would be best that
marching prac this wed still goes on
despite the lcps' absence on that day
yar..
at least help one another
exchange pointers(:
it would be really good
yar...
okay..
i shall stop now
the eng brochure pass up tomorrow
music project due this thurs
lit project due next mon
argh
damn
so many projects
siao...
kay bye..
LOVE MY PLTNMATES
PLEASE TRY AND BOND
IT WILL HURT NOBODY
IT WILL HARM NOBODY
IT WILL HELP EVERYBODY
LOVE YOU GUYS
PLATOONMATES FOREVER<3
[[huiying.siewjia.grace.violet.valerie.
nicole.esther.carolyn.adelia.lauren.qiying.
chloe.joanna.hazel.natalie.xinyuan]]
ONCE A PLATOON
ALWAYS A PLATOON<3
Never coming home.
listen up platoonmates
i dun care if you care or not
i dun care if you come to this blog or not
i just wanna tell you guy
PLEASEPLEASE
BOND
ok?
please guys
this is seriously important
wth would our juniors think of us next year?
unbonded seniors
we wun bond as well
that serves a bad image to scncc mind you
you dun care?
think about those who freaking hell bother
and you guys better turn up tomorrow at gallley1
BY HOOK OR BY CROOK
OR ELSE I WILL WRING YOUR NECKS
I DUN CARE
AND MARCHING PRAC AS WELL
YOU WILL HAVE TO ALL GO
WE ARE GOING TO GO UP THE LCP RANK
TOGETHER
AS A PLTN
WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT
I DUN CARE
Never coming home.
yo pple
i feel like sleeping
__________________
i wanna sleeppp
this world is a boring place to live in
you could sleep
i guess that's what sleeping is for after all
why cant someone who talks until
the world ends
she oso dun care
come online(:
yar...
i wanna sleep
haix
total def test and profi test
i am gonna FAIL!
and i am so happy about it
weird
but i wan bcum lcp lar
so MUST pass lol
wth
this world is an idiotic place
so boring
i wanna sleep
cant the world just cave in
and lemme die
so i dun have to care about anything
no worries
yar
i wish mum would get me my guitar and
rollerblades asap
she promised me so long ler
broken promises
wth
i am bored lar
really really bored
someone just go online
who talks like nothing would come to a halt
please...
i am bored
why are most of my friends
all so boring...
only talk to me some times only
make me so bored siah
everybody so bz
especially ats6A guys
haix
me wanna just fall asleep
i am so gonna give up on looking for new skins
yar...
haix
sleepy
Never coming home.
ICE IS NICE
DUN DISCRIMINATE
me is freaking bored siah
lalalalala.
someone come online!!!
i am bored
studying for total def test is boring
i am bored
lalalalala.
haix
played with jas badminton again just now
nicer to play with mum
i realised that our rackets
both got 2 strings snapped
and got words inscribed
hers is "BEBEN" and mine is "POWER"
haha
so cute hor
i am bored
i dunno wanna study for tests
i just gotta read that dumb windsinger book
bk 2 and 3 nicer(:
bored
Never coming home.
♥
yo pple!
super bored now siah
i shall sleep later
before my tutor comes(:
went to skool this morning
cause miss ng wanted to give us math tuition
b4 the test on monday
yar..
sj went offline
cause she got tuition
nattttttt.
come online...................
i am bored
or somebody that talks to me like siao(:
haix
Never coming home.
heyhey
if you think school is a fun thing
it is so not:P
plus...
anyway
lemme update yar
yesterday was pretty much a boring day
i was nearly dozing off in laoshi's lesson
so tired siah
so sleepy
so boring
then today miss ng took over CE
so we had 2periods of maths
total hell
i was nearly falling asleep too
school is boring
i cant wait to get to hol
where i can sleep my heart's content(:
CANT WAIT
today ncc
we went for shooting
yaye!
i pass a shot!(:
i got 3.6!
so happy
i keep getting 10 and above lah
i got 3.6!!!
so happy(:
i passed FOR ONCE
if you think so ez
you are welcomed to try(:
XD
argh
bad flu now
blehh):
juz now the ncos make us
hold in pumping position again
always like that siah
i cannot stand it lah
very pain
all the blood rush to your head
then your hand is like shaking like siao
then your leg gets so pain and argh
but me must endure
if not cannot climb mt kinabalu(:
me muz do my best(:
and next time shooting aim for 3 instead(:
me must try harder
next week got profi test
must must must pass
if not cannot become lcp
then so embarrassing
cause NO ONE in scncc history
has failed profi test
me must pass
let's try hard kae pltnmates?
then we can all become lcps together!
people
please turn up for next week's marching
it will be really nice if we can like all turn up for once
then it shows the strength of scncc part As '06
so please make an effort to come
it will be really nice(:
yar
and do come for pltn recess
be more bonded
it's like we have come to at least a long time le
yet we are not bonded
how to show our juniors next yr
we must be bonded then will they understand
that they should be bonded
and look out for one another
so please bond people(:
it will be really really nice
then we can show
no matter how big a pltn is
we can still bond
kae?
please turn up for pltn recess
and marching prac next wed
Never coming home.
haha
yesterday
went to tansy's house to do lit project again
was weirder somehow
yaryar..
and then tansy saw natascha in school
and she said hi
and she freaked
haha
good going tansy!
(((:
nothing much though
music project due next week
though it was supposed to be this week
but everybody was in the ndp thingy
so i guess we just forgot
yar
me,esther,josie,joylynn,joanne,eugenie,ze and peiyi
same grp
actually ze,eu and joanne were wif vi they all
then they came over instead
so the other grp left 4...-.-
yar(:
we got the 3 jo s in our grp
hehe
:P
shall go now
byebye
Never coming home.
oh yes
bball won the match today!!!
three cheers!!!(:
lisa played today
i didnt get to see cause of inline skating
but you guys did great!(:
Never coming home.
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
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omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomg
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OMGOMGOMG
he saw me!!!!
i was playing badminton with jas just now
then he walked past
OMG
i was like freaking out
he is so cool!
argh
i think he is my lucky charm
the time he walked past
i managed to hit back jas's low shots
I LOVE BADMINTON
gawd
it helps me loads
omgomgomgomg
he is so cool!
argh
so cool!
then later his dad saw us
then he went
"the miss goh s
what's your name?"
-.-"
he actually forgot
so i told him
and jasmine's
and kristal's
hahahah
then he thought i was sec3!
mwahahaha
i dun look so tall do i?
obviously not
mwahahaha(:
sec3 my foot siah
haha
i shall tell you about school
anyway
today was history+chinese
test
yesyes
i hope i score well siah
*cross fingers*
yar
i dun wan to do badly for CA3
anyway then there was prefect voting
i shant say who i voted for(:
mwahahaha
then we were released 25 min early or so!
yaye!
then there was 55 min to inline skating
so cool!
yar
so we went to eat then go com lab
somebody's DEAR was there horr
haha...
then she was freaking out
theh sj said hi lcp
lcp kai saw her and she was like
OMG
cause sj cut her hair damn short
haha
then sj was like
"so mean!"
hahahahhahaha
we were going crazy lah
all thanks to sj
then krix was beside me
then she was like staring at me
sort of
cause we were going nuts
so farni
then we had inline skating
so fun
we first learnt how to skate and like fall
so fun
and how to stand
then all the lcps except lcp kai and lcp wenxi didnt go
bet someone was sad eh(:
haha
then yar
we got to skate around the track
so cool!
mwahahahha
and so after that
i had to go tp go bring jas and provide her dinner
so i used up this week's allowance to buy it
lucky mum gimme back the $
(:
then go home play badminton...
then
OMGOMGOMG
he is so cute and cool lah!
i LOVE badminton now!!!
hahahaha
bye
Never coming home.
owww
my head hurts siah
there is this small bump
eeyer
so pain
then yesterday i knocked against the piano chair
tsk tsk
head injuries all over
sigh...
Never coming home.
yo
mum just came back for awhile
to drop jas off
then she went out again
to send calvin,and aunts back
seems that calvin and his mum
are going back to the states tomorrow
byebye!
((:
see you guys in dunno how many yrs' time
:P
oo boy
i am bored
just now talk to sj
then she went offline
then ma'am kemin talked to me
then she went offline
then now talking to lauren(:
ma'am kemin wants to go for the
mt kinabalu trip(:
not surprised
she said she went up the mountain once
in a car with her cousins
they were so noisy that
the driver wanted to throw them out
haha
super bored siah
oo
wormy epii just msged me
asking what to bring for in-line skating
tomorrow
i have no idea
but i know gotta bring pe attire
wheee(:
i am addicted to MMPPP
all thanks to tansy lah(:
haha
i watch until episode 14 lerr
nice nice
but i hate their singing
eeyer
so gross siah
so i always forward the part they sing
mwahahaha(:
come to think of it
kaito does look cute(:
but lucia is dumb
dumb blonde(:
kk fine whatever
i like my new email
love-andhate.hazel-@hotmail.com
lalalalalala
not as lame as my previous one horr(:
talk to me
lauren is not talking to meee
what a dao-er
haha
sj
hurry and come online
eat so slow):
piggy
jkjk
fine
whatever
i shall go study a bit more(:
Never coming home.
yo
i am so supposed to be studying now
but who cares
the com is better
and more addictive
haha
okay
fine whatever
freaking scared of upcoming annual camp
which i dun think it should be called annual camp
since there were 2 in a year
and it is during xinyuan and nat's bdae
hahah
unfortunate
unlike me
hahahah
jkjk
i am seriously BORED
i wanna sleep
sj is still sleeping
wth
and nat is not talking to me
cause she is busy
and lauren is watching mr.brown
-.-
i am bored
i dun like the dumb silk road
it is a road made of silk
lalalala
crapping
:P
hehehe
bored mahs
XD
i shall snore
and sleep
i hate knocking down position
so hard
so difficult
can die siah
sleepp
however
maybe because of that i am super hyper
for running:))
yaye
from now on
i shall be super hyper during running
i shall not be weak
and run like crazy peep
i wanna sleep
oh
i just realised the air-con wasnt on
no wonder it was so hot
blehh
singapore's weather is freaking hot eh
:P
can die siah
die of heatstoke
lalalalalalalalalala
i am bored
i am so crappy now
crapcrapcrapcrap
silk road is boring
i just finished a pack of chips again
i am so gonna grow fat
blehh:P
after all
i am a hamster
hehe
adorable creatures arent they:)
heh
i may be ego but not as bad as nat ba
:P
yaye
nat's not bz lerr
hehe
not bored liao
byebye pple:P
Never coming home.
heyhey
new email
re-add meeee
love-andhate.hazel-@hotmail.com
new email
so dun email my prev one anymore(:
heh
i am super bored
yesterday ncc was ...
hahaha
lemme describe
the 2sgs asked us if we had anytime to eat b4 ncc
which was obviously not
cause we still need to change go behind ncc rm
check for others
refill bottle
check shoelace
check if everyone brought their stuff
of course there is NO time to eat
like so d-u-h
heh
yar
and anyway
we had to bring in finger food yesterday lor
then we ate it for like 1hr
so cool
cause we were all freaking hungry
like so duh
and so mean
vi they all never pass around the food
hahaha
then we were showing
"L" all about
loser!
hahaha
vi's the loser
hahahah
fine fine
jkjk
whatever
so irritated right now
but i shall IGNORE the person
cause i still need to blog
whatever lah she
anyway
sj, you should get a clue who she is
anyway
it was super funny
then nat was wedged between the sj-hazel war
haha
so dumb
and when we were playing the number game
hahah
sj kept guessing the number
she hates wang-wang now
or whatever you call it
heh
anyway
during pltn interaction
we did a bit on the long commands
i sucked
i cant rmb 'em properly
and xinyuan
dun worry
you were a super good i/c
better than me(:
heh
then afterwards
PT was horrible lah
except running around the track
the 2sgs knocked us down
and we had to stay for so long
then my hands were shaking like crazy
any more longer i would have just collapse
however dunno why
running along the track i was SUPER hyper
like so weird
then me and sj were going totally nuts
haha
we were super crazy lah
she says i always make her hyper
(:
heh
cause i am hyper too
we are the siao char bos!
along with nat
but they 2 are the obsessors man
i am not as obsessed as them
and vi
heh
fine fine
maybe a little obsessed
with you-know-who
:P
shall not say
you know right(:
heh
fine fine
i need go study liao
byebye
tests on monday that i so wanna do well
chinese+history
Never coming home.
wth
this new guy of com lab
who is taking over mrs renu for
approximately like 2-3 weeks
argh
still walking about
must close and open this window continuously
can someone smack him
haha
later got ncc
shit
then still got the book thingy
me still only at like page 9
oo yaye
i got past 1 page
eugenie is going crazy
she keep saying
"yaye"
hahahhaha
stupid guy
sitting in the front right now
i hope he stays there
stick his face to the com with superglue man
wth
me is bored
i wanna sleeppppp
click was super nice
if you really wanna know
hah
i am boredddd
supposed to do something on ndp
aiyoh
not easy leh
i always never listen in class
like how would i know
omg
he is standing out again
saying
"who is talking so loud"
nicole lee
heh
arguing with tansy on who is her real idol
so boring siah
the guy just took another tour around
oh boy
he just got out of his seat again
guess what
on tuesday
me and jas were playing badminton
outside lester's house
and in front of my house
then lester's mum looked out of the window
and saw us
then she asked me i what cca
then i said ncc and basketball
:))
then she was like
"oh. he is in npcc"
then she pointed inside
obviously i knew she meant lester
why why why why why
WHY
npcc
why not NCC
can they just take away the freaking "p"
stupid larh
i wanna go mount kinabalu now
escape from this freak teacher lah
esther so farni
and so mean
call me and nicole lee pipsqueak
we are the peeps that squeak
wahahahah
ok fine
whatever
omg
someone is playing ndp songs
then merissa said
"who is playing elvis presley"
i think andrea they all are playing it
heh
whatever
can they change song
god that is so lame
:P
fine
and the teacher is going
"who is playing that music"
then belle went
"i hear no music sire"
:)))
i think we are pissing him off
haha
now he wants to show off kathleen's blog
unless she turns off the music
so mean
haha
aiyoh
now he is back in his seat
lalalalala
kay byebye
Never coming home.
me so long never post liao lol
and i totally forgot to write about sat
fine
details are provided
=P
saturday,5 august
evening:
went to sakura at sci center with relatives
saw debbie and amanda after a long long time
calvin was there too
=P
the buffet was so-so lah
not very nice
but their rice rawks
so does the ice-cream
so yummy siah:)
then after eating,
me,deb,amanda and jas walked about
cause we were bored
then we came to the omnimax
then got these fones
if you pick it up
you will hear someone talking about how movies are made
as in shown in theatres
the voice was super funny
that it ended being some silly call
calvin picked it up and said
"yes yes...no problem.
love you too. bye"
hahahhaha
he say until so farni lorh
hehe
then after that we took a family pic then go home
heh
monday,7 august
heh
after school went beaach rd with sj
we found this super cute kiwi
and i bought fbt
the kiwi was small small one
smaller than normal
so cute
then after buying
we went bugis
eat a bit at macs
then we go take neos
:)))
fun fun
then the thing took super long lah
hehe
we decided to take another booth at the last moment
cause actually we sort of were heading to mrt liao
then got this guy come ask for donation
then sj checked her wallet
she still got 10 bucks and she didnt know lah
blur
so we rushed back to take more!
hehe
so fun siah
and calvin went to hk on this day
coming back on 11th i think
then he leaving on 17 back to usa
so shiok lah
tuesday,8 august
hehe
my school ndp celebration
so busy lah
went out to school at 6.10am
went home at 10pm
blehh
cause had to go tll
=P
then celebration
march for the school
so cool man
but very scary
then after that me,hy,ade,vi and lcp charlene
had to fall out for the music thingy
so we rush to the music rm
to practice with the others
heh
on time
esther looked so cute
got helmet some more
heh
then when we arrived at the shelter bball court
apparently ncc seniors saw us
then 2sg samantha and 2sg mayee came to us
and ask if we lent any of our classmates our no.4
cause sha and kathleen were wearing no.4
we were like no
cause sha got hers from her uncle i think
and kathleen got hers from her cousin
yar...
then after that was the finale
the 4 ndp songs
so we went to the track
and started performing
then the pri school kids were blowing bubbles
super effect man
then i saw aunty siewhong
hehe
but she didnt see me
:)))
at the amphi
we went to change
then when me and sj went to refill bottles
we returned
vi was freaking out
cause she took a foto with lcp kai
she was SUPER happy
then after ndp celebration
we part As went to valerie's house to put our uni
obviously having changed out of no.3 into our ncc black shirt and shorts
then we headed for far east plaza
cause we needed to eat
we ate subway
i love the ham
:)))
haha
nice nice
then after that we took some fotos
vi was deciding whether she should send a msg to lcp kai
then lauren pressed send for her
she was totally freaking out kae
then when lcp kai msg her back
she was super happy
so funny
then we recorded (but she deleted it later
cause we nearly showed lcp kai)
haha
then we headed to botanic garden
it tooked like forever to walk inside
as we walked
we sang ncc songs
so funny
then when we arrived
we were like 1hour plus early
so we "bond"
not exactly
we just sat around
haha
couldnt run around like crazy people
heh
then after that 2sg samantha came
she saw us
so she came and bonded with us
so nice hor
then she was talking to us
then she started drawing a tree
i tell you
her drawings are super nice k
and she gave everyone each a sour power
so nice hor
hehe
then after that the farewell party begannn
then we had to put our legs into some icky combination
of what smelt like ginger bread and had stuff like water and flour
super gross
and very stingy
then we had to do some face paint
super fun siah
we painted
"part a"
on our faces
not everybody though
then some of us drew on our hands
and arms
and legs
like me
but i didnt draw on my legs
unlike sj
haha
super fun
then we had to put our feets into soapy water which was o-k
next we had some thing like the annual camp that time
go around botanic garden and go to stations
and do stuff
yar
i was teamed with valerie,lcp wenxi and 2sg cheryl
okay.. there was one more pltnmate
but i forgot who
sorry!!!
:P
super bad memory
omg i really forgot.
wtf
SORRY.to whoever it was
yar
the first station was at the revolution garden
i think
then we had to eat some fruity stuff
and 2sg cheryl ate it
she didnt like it
it was something
i forgot.
:P
hehe
then we had to go to swan lake
but we were lost
so we were super late
and grp6 were waiting for us
then the eldest in every group
had to put on a sock with coffee stuff(i think) in it
so 2sg cheryl put it on
so gross lah
then we had to complete some stuff
we got to climb a tree!
super fun and super scary
hehe
then the game was cancalled...
=.="
lame siah
haha
then we got to go wash up for 1hr
then come back for dinner
we went to wash up and some of us went to change
we washed away the face paint
then some of us went to buy some food
me bought choc ice cream
yum yum
so ex
3.50
about 5-6 others bought icecream too
yummy
then we went back
dinner was nice
spaghetti
hehe
then after that we had some bonding
we laid out our ponchos
then we said "1,2,3 PART As"
then laid down together
so funny
the seniors were like staring at us
haha
then ma'am charlene did together with us
so fun
then we made a
out-of-proportion and lots of eddges star with our fingers
ma'am charlene's head was in the middle
haha
so funny
so nice
then after we were told that we would get to climb
mt kinabalu by sir johari
then he said it was about half of mt everest
so i said that it was mt everest divided by 2!
hehe
so cool
i wanna go
bu then..
we were told later
that we would go in march hols...
so the annual camp for next year is DECEMBER
THIS DEC
we were like
oh shit
we are so gonna die
:P
hell lah...
duh
then after the party it was like 6.30
i rush to val's house to get my uni
then rushed to tuition
me was later then michelle
blehh
heh
so sleepy
yet so giggly
:P
wednesday.9 august
happy happy bdae
to...
singapore and amanda!
heh
one day late
but still
at least i wished you guys
:P
thursday,10 august
went to tansy's house to do lit project
haha
me,peiyi jie,merissa and shirley
vi didnt go cause of something
watever
merissa was super funny siah
pity ze
wonder how she concentrate in class lor
:P
then merissa and shirley were "arguing" all the way
hahaha
super funny
then we planned the stuff
at 1pm we headed to plaza sing to watch
"click"
so nice!!!!!!
merissa didnt watch cause she didnt want to
or some other reason
make us feel so bad lah
then we were sitting in the front row
we got the last few seats
:))
super nice!
so funny and sad
damn nice siah
i love it
we cried like crazy at the sad part
super nice
now i want watch...
"the break-up"
"the devil wears prada"
and "john tucker must die"
"john tucker must die" is the one i seriously want to watch
super nice
one of the girls were from aquamarine
yar
then after the movie
we chiong to where?
oh yes
spotlight
then we bought clay
then peiyi and merissa went home
then me,tansy and shirley
built the grey district
for lit project
still haven finish
just started making the balconies for the maroon district
is it maroon district?
watever
super hard siah
but we got the easiest
sha they all have to do the costumes
then here i am now
typing a super long post
that i missed my show
now i got to finish the chi book
for tomorrow's book test
wtf
can i skip school tomorrow??
just kidding
:D
tomorrow's xinyuan's i/c day!
then restart whole thing lerrs!
good luck xinyuan!!!
Never coming home.