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heyx... too depressed to change the font...
changed my blogskin again anyway...suitx my mood now... and my mood that was when i first came into this depressing world that hates me... scgs giirlx[sec 1s] may have especially heard of the song that is playin coz we did that for music class...unless you didnt pay attention or mrs goh didnt teach you...
extreme depression plays by my side... nobody picks me up, i just stay in the depths of despair... if you ever look down, you may see the sign that says "down here lies a depressed giirl of kylarie". it's just so like the whole world is against me... it seems like nothing can help... the only way out now is to let me play basketball. that's the only way i can feel happy... but if you want to make me happier, let me be with 4J... really really wish there was an ats secondary... i dun care about the principal... i just want my friends in 4J... basketball, i take out my hatred and shoot. NCC cant really help at this point but today the lance corporals were really funny so that cheered me up quite a bit...yepx...well... sometimes i wonder why didnt i put basketball as first choice...
haunted by miseries... there isnt anything i can really be happy aboout... wat everybody always sees is the happy me... but it's all a fake cover. but what 4J girls saw were true feelings... i need nothing, just some silence, where people would just leave me alone and stop teasing me... just get a life would thse people out there? like they got nothing better to do... =(
6A and 1CO peepx, i carnt say i dun lurve you guyx, but i lurve 4J like crazy... <3
.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.
i s o c a n n o t c h i l l
i just feel that i am always the left out one... except in 4J [ 'cuse me... but i lurve 4J too much that's why i mention it too much ]
oh well... i'll just go now...
leave this world i never could... leave this planet i never could... but leave myself, i never would...
Never coming home.